psych

sometimes a lot of things around me make me sad. it's when i feel like doing something for someone just to let them have a reason to smile when they think about it. i know because when that happens to me, it'll lift me up a lot :) 


sigh good things are so few and far between. but good things do happen and i have been getting some, and i hope i give more than i receive.


psych started im not terrible excited about it because i find it sad and scary to see people getting off tangent in their minds like that.. and psych is odd. it feels odd. but the thing about medical school is you gotta sit down and learn the things you are supposed to even if you don't feel terrible excited and passionate. 


i have new medicine textbooks i can read at the mean time, should make this two months go by faster perhaps :) internal medicine is big time good stuff :)