November :)

yesterday i wrote a bummer post and i am glad the internet went downdowndown and i couldn't publish it. :) today i went for a run, i had to hurry before the sun rises so i went without food, and yet i was able to run so strong thankfully. met a good runner friend and had a drink and talked abit, day started beautifully.

the weeks i want gone are gone, i am done with exams and am pretty happy with the amount of effort i put into this, just the right amount before i become overstressed and forget about taking care of myself. this exam was a little booty kicking but it's an education. haha :)

want to enjoy this beautiful day with a good friend who has always been there, and then family, which is..priceless. and then a birthday weekend, to celebrate alot of new beginnings for all of us. looking forwardddd :)

everything will seem insurmountable and impossible until they are done. during morning run to clear my head a little voice from inside gently reminded me about the marathons i have done. each so tough and scary and felt 100% impossible. the moments when i am empty inside out and felt painful everywhere and want to just give up, there is always that one thing which is really magical although i don't know what, that pushes me through. no matter how far i want to run. :)

November, may it be blessed with alot of happy and exciting learning, may it be filled with alot of new and beautiful moments, friendships, kindness, strength and grace, in the matter of the heart. and thank you god for so much i have, the opportunities, the friends and family, and just everything.

till then! :)